Aoi Tsuki

whoa.

2003-02-15T22:07:57Z

I noticed how very much alike I am with my mom about guys. For example. Guy follows me around or likes to come up to me everyday at a certain time really bugs me. Sometimes, they do it so often that I just want to take a stick and beat them away [nicely]. I mean... dudes. I have a schedule to keep. Sorry -_-;; Oh yes, and in art, this one guy always comes over to me and hovers over my pictures, or stands uncomfortably close to me when I'm getting materials, etc. Omg... I swear, he's asking for me to literally tell him to give me space. It's really annoying. Really. It's like, "Ok, kids, I have no money or candy. Go breathe on somebody else."

Sounds mean? If you've never been in my position you wouldn't understand. Some of you would think, "Awww... maybe they just want to talk to you. Stop being selfish!" But I'm not that kind of person. Nope. Thank goodness I haven't liked anyone that I'm friends with these past few years, otherwise I might've been a hypocrite. But, well. That's different. And I'm not. Ah well.

As for the Chinese New Year festival yesterday, it went pretty well. I was the hostess/commentator/speaker for the whole thing, so I had to be on stage performing with Mr. Chen. Everyone said that my Chinese traditional shirt was pretty and that I did pretty well. I just hope that I didn't look too 'round' under the frigg'n glaring stage lights. My heels dug so into my high heels that I really don't want to go another pair of dress shoes. Kevin & my brother performed their Tai Chi really well, and today during Tai Chi class, we learned how to kick between the hands [hard to explain] and our hands hurt so badly. So does my foot, but no pain no gain [although that's not always true, when it comes to ppl cheating].

Crafts & other stuff I did this week were:
1. knit
2. draw
3. read The Grapes of Wrath
4. cook
Knitting is actually really easy, and I've only lost a few stiches since I started on Friday. Hopefully I can get further later this weekend. I'm also considering taking it with me on our trip to the Red Woods up north tomorrow, but I really don't want to poke myself xX;;

That is all. Normally, my hands would hurt, but we got a new keyboard, the natural curvey ones. Mmmm. It's so comfortable :)

I can't believe it's not Friday. Yes I can. Friday--I welcome you!

2003-02-14T14:30:23Z

I have to host for Chinese School today. Erm. I forgot to mention that I still don't have a speech down on paper yet... Although the whole what-not is safely tucked in here ::taps forhead:: We'll just see how long I'll go without panicking.

Oh yes, and I'm a bit dissapointed in myself too. I set up a goal to do a section each day, whether for Verbal or for Math to study for SAT1, but, I was so busy that I couldn't do any the past two days. Very dissapointing. Hopefully that won't happen today cuz it's a FRRRRRRIDAY. yes, yes.

lan_yue @ 2003-02-13T18:52:00

2003-02-14T02:54:01Z

A quiz worth taking if you've read Le Petit Prince.

You are the fox.

Saint Exupery's 'The Little Prince' Quiz.
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awww... I loved the story. Still love the story, actually. So deep and touching, it's so full of truth.

new new new. no?

2003-02-13T00:29:34Z

1. History: nothing
2. English: The Great Gatsby questions
3. Math: ... some type of homework. I think I wrote it down... uh.
4. Art: nothing
5. Chem: reading. Mr. Sutherland's our sub for about a week and a half. ~Yay~ ::sarcasm intended::
6. French: Petite Nicolas 'King' do A. Pratique 5-3.

So it's about time I tell, yes? Jeff, Jeff, haha, I keep on forgetting! Ooh well, don't worry, I won't forget again. Otherwise... he wouldn't be happy [not like anyone's happiness would affect me anyway.]

My siblings were watching Zoids Chaotic Century. Wow. I haven't watched anime in a long time... ::gasp:: But you know, it's a good break from my days of not caring about anything but lazy-ing [not a word, I don't care >_<] around doing nothing but watching anime. I guess I can say that I had a good time, as it's still my 'hobby' besides all the artsy fartsy stuff I do. But man... I wasted so much time. That's why I'm picking things up now. ::nods:: Uh-huh. Let's hear it for my new resolutions.

huuuuua!

2003-02-12T06:07:55Z

New icons! :) I got the wonderful art from Black Cat, which is a French-created CG site... meethinks >_< The background doesn't match... I'll change my layout to green soon, cuz one of my icon's, the green one, is Libra, and that's what I am!

Dun Dun DUN!

2003-02-11T03:34:49Z

I have a plan! >~<
::thumps fingers together::
And a good one, too! XD heh heh heh..
Thanks Lily, for helping me!

damn straight.

2003-02-10T23:25:33Z

Man... why do I feel like that there're so many things I want to do, but I've lost the chances to do those things? As if... I'm late. Late to do very important things...

I used to think that I know what I want. I still do... still know the direction I want to go towards, I mean. But, it's like, I'm walking there, and it's taking too much of my precious time. And all those chances I missed taking are like... me not hitching a ride faster towards my destination. It really sucks to have so much more waiting for you at the end of the road, but not knowing how long, or how hard it'll be to get there.

oh la la.

2003-02-09T20:58:29Z

I saw Shanghai Knights last night! It was... hilarious. Jackie Chang is very creative when it comes to tricky moves that are so fun to replay over and over and over... once I get my hands on the DVD of course :P

Going shopping today... hopefully for une jupe violette. Or not. And another thing about Prom... omg. I can't make up my mind whether to go or not go. I'm so sick of trying to figure out if I really want to or not. The dressing part is fun, but is the dance absolutely necessary? And no, Sayoko, don't worry about you uh... 'brain-washing' me. haha.

ha.. ooh kay. new icons time...

what is wrong with me??

2003-02-07T07:02:36Z

I was frigg'n tired working on my history homework.
I was frigg'n tired working on my math homework.
I was frigg'n [okay, work with me with my lack of SAT vocabulary at 11:30pm..] tired working on my chem homework.
I was sort of frigg'n tired studying for an impossible French quiz [which turned out to be almost possible].
I was really frigg'n tired by the time I finished working on our Graphic Noveling Club website.
But now...

I'm not so tired anymore.

... why?

lan_yue @ 2003-02-06T17:31:00

2003-02-07T01:38:16Z

Sayoko and I are joining Mrs. Dunn & Ms. Dill's knitting club! ::chuckles:: My mom's happy that I can take on a "healthy" habit, haha. And knitting is illegal on airplanes! Sayoko told me that in math today... but it's not that big of a surprise >_o

Chiu tells me to go to Prom... I want to go to Prom... My mom wants to spend money on me for the Prom... but there's just one small/BIG problem:

I'm too lazy.
Gua hahahahaha~! ::laughs insanely::

uuuuugh. ::groans::

2003-02-04T01:10:05Z

My Disney Mania cd came today so I've been listening to it pretty much the whole afternoon today. In history, we did really fun starter journal questions, where there are boxes, and each box has words arranged into a familliar phrase. For example, one of the had two columns in the little square box, one column and the four seasons, and the other column has four words that means 'hi' in different languages. The familiar phrase for that was, 'Seasons Greetings'. It was hilarious listening to my classmates having fun and shouting out random things they thought it would be :D Oh yes, and there's a new boy in class; he's in my Threads and Chem class. And, and, he moved from Davis! I want to go to UC Davis so badly... wow. I want to ask him about Davis, how it's like and stuff... it should be interesting :P

I'm going to sleep to rest my body now from the horrible cold... nitey-nite!

... I'm ready to squeeze something really hard...

2003-02-03T00:09:47Z

omg... just for now... I hate little kids. I hate babysitting frigg'n crazy little'uns screaming on the top of their lungs, being rude to each other, being super, super noisy and reckless, etc. especially when I'm suffering like no other with this horrible sickness. I feel like d y i n', man! Omg...

And, haha, it's a small world after all, Sayoko! My sister's friend, Mayuko's mother knows your parents [from Japanese school and your restaurant]! So we all know each other! ::chuckles:: This is a very nice surprise for today :)

hmmmm. caramel chocolate :P

2003-02-02T22:13:19Z

oh jeez... my nose... my face... Gaahhh! The cold has invested my face so much that I can't breathe, and I can't feel my cheeks, and ... I dunno. It's like my face is all puffy and paralyzed or something >o< And I'm also babysitting my sister's 6th birthday party. Aiiye. Not good. Ooh well, at least I get yummi Hello Kitty cake :) We're doing pop the balloons, where we tie a balloon to each person's ankles, and everyone has to try and stomp other people's balloons until they pop. Whoever's balloon lasted all the horrible attacks--wins! haha, fun for little kids, live entertainment for me XD ::cough cough hack hack:: Oh dear... I'm loosing my voice too -_> gaaaaah ::croaks::

Happy Chinese New Year!

2003-02-01T06:08:05Z

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
It's finally the Year of the Goat, and also a new beginning! Gong Xi Fa Tsai! [mandarin pronounciation], Xing Nian Kuai Le! [Happy New Year!] Nian Nian Yo Yu! [Yearly Happiness]. I wish everybody a healthy & safe new year. Finally! We can start anew! haha :) Can't wait to eat all the good food [mmmmmmm :P] I have to stay up until 12:00 pm today to 'Shou Suei' which means to 'guard my age', otherwise it'll run away from me >_< heh heh. blah de blah blah. ::hugs to everybody!::

crazy.... whoa. just crazy. naw, not really :)

2003-01-31T01:57:17Z

Chui asked me, "Do you get annoyed sometimes?" My answer, "Nah, not really. We're friends. Friends do not criticize friends, no matter how much they may piss me off..."

Anyway, I watched The Bourne Identity today... and wow. Matt Damon is now #1 on my cute-boyish guys who kick @$$ like no other!! XD I'm rewatching it as I'm typing this. The action scenes goes by pretty fast, but each sequence is pretty long, just the action goes by fast :P It's really gooooooood :) Ahhh nooodles for dinner! :D ::runs to eat::

hrm...

2003-01-28T01:29:24Z

Coffee colored! I like this 'layout' very much, I love the mocha-like color :) Creamy and warm all at once!

Random Note:I've been thinking about consciousness after death a lot... it's not creepy or anything. I'm just, oddly curious >_> I think it's after watching too much Lain, but I doubt it has anything to do with it cuz I've been thinking about this stuff all the time since I've heard about afterlife and reincarnation stuff. ::sigh:: Interesting, interesting. I wonder if there's anyone that's ever devoted their life into trying to answer these unanswerable questions, then finding that what they found it true? Or even failures? <--I will type more about this subject later on...

boo beee daaaaa <--super bowl!! whaaaahooo!

2003-01-27T00:02:18Z

Final's are next week! Grr... they were suppose to be last week, but stupid school district made a very bad boo-boo, so now it's this week, meaning we have one less week of reviewing next semester.... but hey, like I care? :P haha, j/k.

Jeez, and I've spent the whole weekend scanning figg'n picture and making the website and fixing html mistakes, just for my club! I should be studying! But no! I'm doing this! Why is the rest of the club procrastinating? Mr. Boyd says I shouldn't be too uh... bossy. But man... it's hard, you know? Very hard... whatever. I just hope the site turns out perty :) I even made a logo! hahah... ha....

I hate asking questions when I know the answer's gonna be NO!

2003-01-24T00:01:40Z

umm... I decided that instead of going to Prom, I want to have 'mother-daughter bonding time' with my dear, dear mother. :) I'm very happy! We're planning to prolly have dinner our, then watch a movie or something. Then, we'll prolly go shopping or just walk around Broadway/SanFran/SunValley. This Saturday, I'm watching Shanghai Knights with my brother. 'sister-brother bonding time'! haha XD Fun, fun... Jackie Chang & Jet Li & Zhang Zi Yi are the best! haha, I really want to see Hero with Jet Li and Zhang Zi Yi, but too bad it doesn't come out here! ::grrrrrs:: Ah well, I'll just watch it on DVD when I get it from yesasia. doo doo be doop!

Sayoko & I got interviewed today about our Graphic Noveling club, and the question was, "So, tell me about your club". My response? 5 minutes of silence. So sad... I don't think we've done anything memoriable or magnificent worth reporting on.... yet. YET! haha...

lan_yue @ 2003-01-22T16:06:00

2003-01-23T00:08:22Z

... he said, "I don't really want to go to Prom... it's too expensive".

oO;; I am very sad now...

lan_yue @ 2003-01-21T06:41:00

2003-01-21T14:43:49Z

I'm stuck again... ::sighs::

Should I ask? Should I ask?? >_<

... I hate having to ask, and not knowing what the answer's going to be!

la dee da.

2003-01-19T22:10:41Z

My big bro Itch wrote me an e-mail today! Horrah~! ::does little dance:: I'm in an okay mood right now, as his e-mail cheered me up from crappy mode to semi-ecstatic mode :P I need to mail him the picture I drew him. I feel so lame, I mean, here I am, procrastinating like hell, and he's telling me that he's sending me a picture through snail-mail! I wish I could be more on task and send him the picture I drew him sooner. Ah well...
Oh yea, please help, guys For those of you who see me at school, I need 4 long paper-towel tubes, ya know, the long ones? Heheh, more firecracker fun! If you guys have any to spare, can you please hand'em to me during school? ::major huggies:: Thanks!

you know what annoys me? Is myself going on-line to look at wonderful CGs that other people have created, then realising that I suck at art compared to them.

... no really, I never know what to type in this box... ever.

2003-01-17T00:11:02Z

hrm... I was in a very frustrating mood today, as my art slump has made me very wary of school life. Buuuuuut, Josie was being cool today, and we talked things out, and Jeff bought me a really HUMONGOUS lolipop. I haven't eaten it though... cuz I'm saving it for later, haha :P And I gave him his first squishy hug!!! -_-;; And he nearly died, lol, Amaris, you sympathize with him, yea, cuz you have to suffer the wrath of my squishy hugs practically ALL the time... hee^2.

Friends are really hard to trust. Really. But it's harder to break a trust from a friend than to trust them. But it's even harder to trust them again after the previous have been severed. ... to whoever that had to go through the pain of broken trust and doubts... ::hugs::

... suddenly....

2003-01-16T06:20:09Z

haha, I find that it's funny to talk to friends and pretend that they have this second identity ::waves to Thu-gal-fred:: Hey! How's it going? ... Okay, on second thought, they're probably laughing at me in secret while I act all dumb and stuff. Thanks guys :D What are friends for, eh??

Graphic Noveling Club is ... slipping. In my opinion. Is it just me, or am I a really bad motivator? I can't even get my own LJ community "pimped-up" as some LJ buddies suggested. ::sighs:: I am so... un-enthusiastic. I should take self-motivation classes or something... because I need to reboot my positive attitude. Partly, I think it's because of the art slump I've been caught up in before Winter Break. I have no heart to do anything at all... ANYTHING. Something tells me that I need more social life than I think I needed... haha. How sad, and for once, I actually thought that I could live without it.

Tomorrow, tomorrow... another day will tell me how much of a bum I am. Baaaaah. :)

lan_yue @ 2003-01-08T06:42:00

2003-01-08T14:46:10Z

wow... only 3 days of school, and I'm already adjusted to the time I have to get up. Maybe the biological clock just adjusted fast, cuz I've been waking up a hour/half an hour before my actual alarm clock. -_-;; grrr...

school is soooo boring. Things are so calm that I feel restless, like there's going to be a storm, or just some nasty situation that's going to happen soon. ::shudders:: It's not a good feeling to have 6:44 am in the morning.

Side Notes have been edited quite well... and I added another chapter. Too lazy. I need another winter break. NOW.

ughh.... creeepy

2003-01-03T02:14:31Z

O_O I beat the Phantom today in KH... and tried to beat that secret boss in Agrabah... but died xX;;
Magic Carpet: Come fly with me somewhere!
Sora [me]: Okay!
::scene takes us to the carpet where this big cool looking cobra mecha scary guy pops up with pillars as the battle arena knocks us off::
Me: Holy cr*p! What the heck is that???
::attemps to fight the guy::
::dies::

... yea, it caught me by surprise, but was fun :P I finally got stop and used it to beat the Phantom in Neverland. ... it was hard, took two tries!! >_< but managed, hurrah! ::throws chocolate confetti:: [Kaen! haha, chocolate! ~o^]

But, but! I'm at level 100, got all the dalmations, got all 100 acre wood pages, and all Ansem reports! All I need is to go beat up Hades and his stupid minions, get Sora's ultimate weapon [one more synth!! XD] and I'll be able to beat KH for the fourth time with the secret ending [which I can watch over and over again without ever getting tired of it :P]

::... runs away to play s'more of KH::